So, life has twisted and turned alot on me lately. I lost the only girl I have ever truly loved. Granted it was all my fault, but I can still be depressed that it happened. I've found out that I am a more hateful person than I thought I was. She was kinda like my anchor. To keep me from flying off the handle about things. But, I suppose It'll benefit her. Now, she can find a guy who can treat her liek the princess she is. She's so giving, so loving, and understanding. My stomach just sinks when I think of how I hurt her. Maybe I'm just supposed to just be alone, so I don't hurt anyone? Maybe i wasn't meant to be that person. Maybe I'm just supposed to be a friend. Who knows, I guess I'll know my fate soon enough.

On a side note, I've decided that I am goign to become more active on here. So. Huzzah for that. And Yeah, I may just remake a new account.